حوار مع صديقي الملحد
1974 · book
rd `l~ 'sy'lh lmlHdyn `l~ ldyn lslmy, rd ry'` bldly'l wl'mthlh yjyb `n tsw'lt `qln f~ ftr@ m nmr bh wyrd bh `l~ lakhryn lmdyyn. Sdyq~ rjl yHb ljdl wyhw~ lklm whw y`tqd 'nn nHn lmw'mnwn lsdhj nqtt blwhm wnDHk `l~ 'nfsn bljn@ wlHwr l`yn wtfwtn ldht ldny wmftnh.. wSdyq~ bhdhh lmnsb@ tkhrj mn frns wHSl `l~ dktwrh w`sh m` lhybyz w'SbH ynkr kl shy'. ql l~ skhr: -ntm tqwlwn: n llh mwjwd, w`md@ brhynkm hw qnwn "lsbby@" ldh~ ynS `l~ 'n lkl Sn`@ Sn` wlkl khlq khlqan wlkl wjwd mwjd.. lnsyj ydl `l~ lnsj wlrsm `l~ lrsm wlnqsh `l~ lnqsh wlkwn bhdh lmnTq 'blG dlyl `l~ llh lqdyr ldh~ khlqh. Sdqn wamn bhdh lkhlq.. 'l yHq ln bnfs lmnTq 'n ns'l.. wmn khlq lkhlq.. mn khlq llh ldh~ tHdthwnn `nh.. 'l tqwdn nfs stdlltkm l~ hdh.. wtb` lnfs qnwn lsbby@.. m r'ykm f~ hdh lmTb dm fDlkm?. wnHn nqwl lh: sw'lk fsd.. wl mTb wl Hj@ f'nt tslm b'n llh khlq thm tqwl mn khlqh?! ftj`l mnh khlq wmkhlwq f~ nfs ljml@ whdh tnqD, wlwjh lakhr lfsd lsw'l 'nk ttSwr khDw` lkhlq lqwnyn mkhlwqth.. flsbby@ qnwnn nHn 'bn lzmn wlmkn. wllh ldh~ khlq lzmn wlmkn hw blDrwr@ fwq lzmn wlmkn wl ySH ln 'n ntSwrh mqyd blzmn wlmkn wl bqwnyn lzmn wlmkn. wllh hw ldh~ khlq qnwn lsbby@ fl yjwz 'n ntSwrh khD` lqnwn lsbby@ ldh~ khlqh, w'nt bhdhh lsfsT@ 'shbh bl`ry's lt~ ttHrk bzmblk wttSwr 'n lnsn ldh~ Sn`h lbd hw lakhr ytHrk bzmblk.. fdh qln lh bl hw ytHrk mn tlq nfsh.. qlt: mstHyl 'n ytHrk shy' mn tlq nfsh.. n~ 'r~ f~ `lm~ kl shy' ytHrk bzmblk, w'nt blmthl l ttSwr 'n llh mwjwd bdhth bdwn mwjd.. lmjrd 'nk tr~ kl shy' Hwlk f~ Hj@ l~ mwjd. ltH